NOW WHAT DO I DO WITH MYSELF.. im the only one that can ride that horse.. I'd like to help u if u can't help urself. Don't tell me i'm useless cos ill prove u wrong, ... . live trough an aim , live trough a camera ,; Musicians are like god. i want to dance with u. i carry often too much of necklaces,; ... hah. im a rebellious authority hating bitch till the day i die. im too familiar with " fuck n' crap" thrown to the side. i'm good with a fork haha. "stop saying that ii don't eat".i don't know much about the world, by standing my ground anywhere i don't feel like i need to. ilove my brother. family.friends first. i feel alive, i don't ever want to know what is next. please prove me wrong and ruin everything. i used to write poetry and now i can't express a feeling. i laugh when i'm scared. young . i've never touched a needle, unless its to sew up my forever ripping black jeans.. i have an anxiety disorder that i'm always fighting.. My lips are always bitten and shit. i smoke too much and nobody can change that, i'm tired of explaining people to themselves..my eyes were too often humid .i know its hard to be realize not every woman in the world sucks. People are never real, and i'm always wondering where all the good ones are. I'd like to.... be.... somewhere... new. i could teach u how to organize your room, but don't ask me to organize mine... i'm a fish. what? i have faith. faith in destruction. iloveiloveilove what u do to me... . i want to multiply myself to be everywhere ;:where i want to be , in the same time. The weather affects my moods. I'm not attracted to parasitic human beings, but im attracted to the crazy ones. I'll leave before u ask me to. I'll come only when i'm invited. Watch how my speech changes when i'm passionate. I'll cook for you. i'll cry to you, but you wont notice. no matter how many times i get hurt, i convince myself i'm helping the world by making the junkies and scum of the world better people by loving them. Love the smell of wet paint. i couldn't explain my hatred for people who flake.Keep knocking. My Head Against A Wall. i wont ever trust u. I believed something that everybody told me would never happen, and they were right. , owned. Its getting too hard to wakeup in the mornings... The days are shorter and the nights don't end soon enough. a tramp. a cut-throat. complex. fragil'nstrong , one big disaster of a face. Get to know me, im a volcano.